I feel like I’m in this constant limbo of being left ignored and unknown.

My videos would have that peak of like 200 views for 2 minutes only for it to be hidden. I know people whose songs would get like 500 streams in a week, and here I am stuck at 29 streams for 2 whole days.

Legit having no one to talk to as I sit in this dorm room alone while I beat myself up when I don't work on music.

I go through professors telling me I'm always late and missing assignments and overall I'm a shit student just go home with no one to wait for me.

Shit actually hurts man.